The ‘kinda frazzled’ Gremlin:

26 Jun

This week has been a bit intense - in the best way. You know how sometimes you don’t know you’ve been unstable until you find balance and then everything looks a bit crooked in comparison? Or, rather, you tidy your house and then suddenly notice all of the hidden cobwebs?

WELL, for the past two years I’ve been working with a science/frequency/meditation mentor online. He’s insanely gifted and this week, we got to meet IRL. I think I underestimated the impact that spending three days mediating with a group would have on me until a day or so later and suddenly - everything felt, ‘not quite right’.

The more I understand how it feels to be in tune, the harder it is to ignore when I’m not. It’s a beautiful burden.

When you get insight into where you need to be, how do you re-jig your old life to fit the new one whilst still doing all the things professional you promised you would do? I guess that’s where the snake skin metaphor comes in; sneakily grow a new skin and when the time is right shed the old suit. Despite being frazzled I was actually able to do my old creative work with an amazing new found ease because it was the creative equivalent of the old snake skin. And whilst on the outside I can overdeliver on what I promised, inside I’m focusing on the new shiny scales that are coming through.

Work = play = personal transformation = repeat.

Where I’m At:

Me looking naively happy outside the science museum before I realised how much is going to shift in my life.

What I’m Writing:

A 1 min read about expansion - something to screenshot and come back to when you’re in that phase of life.

Day by juicy day, the universe expands and the poles of extreme stretch further from each other. Would you like to focus on the contrast between sides, or would you like to focus on the growing middle?
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